I like being alone. I like solitude. I like being single. I like not having to rely on a partner for anything. Just me. Me and my harley.
So if I don't magically transform and gain entrance into the Heavens' Councils and Starship Federation, I'm gonna keep on truckin' as a single, independent woman without children. I will get Clarence the Pug and Honey the Ragdoll kitten, and Loretta the Houseplant. I will work for myself and my furbabies and plant. And I will just do me. I will do Emmaruth.
I will not give up on these ideas of a Starship Federation and Heavens' Councils. But now I've added another component — immortality via becoming a Goddess.
I will not date. I will not make BFFs.
I will be an independent and single. I have my father and my brother.
If I die before I complete my quests for immortality, godhood, heavens' councils, starship federation, my father and brother will bury me in a Catholic service.
Not interested in love and marriage and its' trappings.
I'm interested in being single and independent and my own person.